{"id":5,"date":"2006-01-26T15:30:17","date_gmt":"2006-01-26T23:30:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/jaschu.wedothisforscience.org\/?p=5"},"modified":"2006-01-26T15:30:17","modified_gmt":"2006-01-26T23:30:17","slug":"when-i-was-born-for-the-7th-time","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jaschu.7au.net\/?p=5","title":{"rendered":"When I was born for the 7th time"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m feeling almost weird about starting another weblog\/journal. Am I forever cursed into switching domains and names of my online writing and lose readers in the process every few months or years? Identity infidelity? Yet Another Weblog Title Syndrome (YAWTS)?<\/p>\n<p>I think part of what happened with <a href=\"http:\/\/over.queersville.net\/\">Over Queersville<\/a> was that I built it in a fit of unemployment and subsequently used it as part of my portfolio when I was applying for my current job. I wasn&#8217;t putting anything there that I wouldn&#8217;t want anyone at work to read, but I started to become more wary of putting <em>anything<\/em> up there because of it. Every time I made a post of a personal nature, I was cognizant that at least three coworkers would be reading it. As much as the idea of transparency in weblogging gets lauded almost evangelically, I wanted some separation of work-life and everything-else-life. I mean, in previous weblogs, I used to write some pretty out-there stuff; I don&#8217;t think I could have posted something like the tale of my <a href=\"http:\/\/somnolent.org\/presents\/?760\">haunted bulbocavernosus muscle<\/a> if I knew someone at work would read it.<\/p>\n<p>These are the beds we make for ourselves. This time around I&#8217;ll stick to available WordPress themes and not put any webdev mojo into it. Besides, I&#8217;m not really inclined to work on new designs when I have enough work in front of me. New weblog designs came about when I was unemployed or going through a slow period, go figure, and I&#8217;m not experiencing either at the moment, nor have I been in some time. (Work is currently sucking my will to live, but that&#8217;s another story.) Besides, everyone reads these things in aggregators\/readers, anyway.<\/p>\n<p>Still, &#8220;It&#8217;s a new year, it&#8217;s a new day, welcome to today,&#8221; to quote Gallagher. (Yeah, the watermelon-smashing guy. You don&#8217;t know this but he&#8217;s the guy that first unleased my boisterous laughter as a little kid.)<\/p>\n<p>Another part of it dying off is I get picky about names. I expected to have a lot to say about gay culture in SF when I moved here, hence &#8220;Over Queersville,&#8221; but really I didn&#8217;t. If anything, it&#8217;s just holding on more to the &#8220;good old days&#8221; of the 70s, but just barely. Truth be told, it&#8217;s arguable that I&#8217;m happier with SF&#8217;s queer scene than Chicago&#8217;s. One thing I asked there was &#8220;why&#8217;s it gotta be bars all the time? Where are the queer cafes?&#8221; Well, <a href=\"http:\/\/threedollarbill.com\/\">they&#8217;re here<\/a>, for starters. The name felt more like a weight as I spent more time living in this city. I guess as you get older, you can&#8217;t be as punk and stand-offish as you once were.<\/p>\n<p>I knew if I was going to ever start again, the URL had to be something generic, the name had to be flexible, it couldn&#8217;t be something I could get sick of. &#8220;jaschu vs. the 7au&#8221; sounds ridiculous and temporary, but every good story has conflict. I&#8217;m not even sure a title is necessary. Call it what you want. The URL is solid; the given-name portmanteau-turned-handle I&#8217;ve adopted for online identity plus a generic domain name I registered years ago for reasons yet to be revealed&#8230; I can&#8217;t see how I&#8217;ll tire of it.<\/p>\n<p>And let&#8217;s be honest. I&#8217;m the type who likes to run his mouth off. Not having a personal voice on the web? I was getting twitchy, just like I always do. My 31st birthday is in a couple weeks plus some change. It&#8217;s as good a time as any to try to start something new.<\/p>\n<p>Everyone makes a statement of intention when they start these things. This time, I got nothing. Generic first-post denouement? <em>Hello, Internet. I blame you for everything.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m feeling almost weird about starting another weblog\/journal. Am I forever cursed into switching domains and names of my online writing and lose readers in the process every few months or years? Identity infidelity? 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